Everyone has expectations. Irregardless, if it's subconsciously or not. I do too. Sometimes, i have no idea why would i expect something that cant be done. I would say, it's uncontrollable.
I reckon it's some tiny voice at the back of my mind, expecting it to be
fulfil. I hate it, i actually do.
Likewise, higher expectations lead to greater disappointments.
I used to have this perception that things are clear cut. Alas, it's not..
I think that life isn't that complicated, our emotions are. Dealing with oneself, the inner voice needs lots of discipline and courage. Perhaps, that's what i lacked.
On a lighter note, i went to the salon last week and got my hair snipped. Now, it's way shorter than my previous haircut. A fresher look i think.
what we could have been, 5:55 AM.