Saturday, July 28, 2007
I didnt expect Shawn, Daniel & Nicola to join us. It was a pleasant surprise. (: In the midst of our dinner at Billybombers, we heard the sound of fireworks.
The location outside Bb, is an excellent place to view those beautiful fireworks. & we were glad to get a glimpse. Though, it triggers memories of mine.
We went to sit in the open outside esplanade.. we drank and they took out sparks sticks.
I really love those sparks sticks, it looked lk shooting stars. Lovely ~' The "be happy"
I couldnt control my emotions, despite all those sweet stuffs u guys did for me. I'm really thankful to u guys, and i hoped tt i didnt spoil the ambience.
They bought me an acoustic guitar (sth i always wanted), a bday cake and godiva chocolates.
&& tnks sweets for being thr when i needed sb the most. You guys are the best frens i ever had.
My bday celebration ended well with my frens : Trina, Ryl, Athena, Nicola, Cz, Shawn, Zt, Seth & Daniel.
* I'm sober, but i hope tt i was drunk. I'm still miss you like day 1, but one day i wont anymore.
Tnks for cryin with me, embracing me & tellin me i'll see a rainbow one day.
" for layin next to me, when my world came crashing dwn.
The location outside Bb, is an excellent place to view those beautiful fireworks. & we were glad to get a glimpse. Though, it triggers memories of mine.
We went to sit in the open outside esplanade.. we drank and they took out sparks sticks.
I really love those sparks sticks, it looked lk shooting stars. Lovely ~' The "be happy"
I couldnt control my emotions, despite all those sweet stuffs u guys did for me. I'm really thankful to u guys, and i hoped tt i didnt spoil the ambience.
They bought me an acoustic guitar (sth i always wanted), a bday cake and godiva chocolates.
&& tnks sweets for being thr when i needed sb the most. You guys are the best frens i ever had.
My bday celebration ended well with my frens : Trina, Ryl, Athena, Nicola, Cz, Shawn, Zt, Seth & Daniel.
* I'm sober, but i hope tt i was drunk. I'm still miss you like day 1, but one day i wont anymore.
Tnks for cryin with me, embracing me & tellin me i'll see a rainbow one day.
" for layin next to me, when my world came crashing dwn.
what we could have been, 10:08 AM.
Friday, July 27, 2007
i saw visions of me breakin down, screaming for help.
one moment, i feel that i'm alright. the next, i felt lk crying.
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I closed my eyes & tried to get some slp with my wet hair.
I tried to put everything off my mind, but when i woke up.. i had a severe headache.
i felt as if the walls ard me are collapsing, it just didnt feel right at all.
A moment later..
My cellphone rang, so did the doorbell. I'd broke into tears - tears of joy when i saw my besties holding
a cake as they sung a bday song to me. I didnt expect them to surprise me. I really appreciate what they've done for me.
(: Late at night, we went to drink at the void deck.
what we could have been, 2:20 AM.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
* you used to make funny expression tt made me laugh.
we used to talk on the phone for hrs.
you used to walk me home.
i'm so used to seeing your face, your signature gestures, every little sound u made.
now tt it's over, i'm trying to get used to the fact that
you'll no longer be the one.
* i gave you my heart, the very day i'm with you.
to date, my heart is still with you. i'm waitin patiently for it's return
- to me, the rightful owner.
i miss you, like always.
we used to talk on the phone for hrs.
you used to walk me home.
i'm so used to seeing your face, your signature gestures, every little sound u made.
now tt it's over, i'm trying to get used to the fact that
you'll no longer be the one.
* i gave you my heart, the very day i'm with you.
to date, my heart is still with you. i'm waitin patiently for it's return
- to me, the rightful owner.
i miss you, like always.
what we could have been, 4:32 AM.
Monday, July 23, 2007
Came back from my dad's company's family day - 3days 2 nights cruise. They had many facilities such as casino, arcade, swimmin pool, sauna etc. I only get a glimpse of the casino, as i've not reach the legal age to enter.
Basically, i spent my 3days 2 nights indulging myself with their buffets. They served breakfast, afternoon tea, dinner & supper. Imagine how much i ate. Haha..
The cruise doesnt have a destination, they simply sail to the open sea. It's really scary to look down from the top deck. It feels as if you're lost ur sense of direction, cause all u can see is the bottomless sea. - nothing more.
My dad was joking with his colleague, & when i heard it, I was lk what the heck. Haha.. Guess what he said?
"You jump, i jump" & then they burst into laughters. (-_-")
I'll post some pics when i'm free! Heh..
We reached sg ard 12 noon.
That particular night, i went to have my dinner opp my pri sch with my besties.
Seth: Hi! haha.. meet up soon yeah?
Shawn: Thnk you! i didnt expect you to find ur way here. heh.. Tkcare dude!
Yq: Why do i've to wait for a mth for u to link me? lol. update ur blog girl!
Qy: Ya.. probably we can have lunch in sch? see when u're free.. can ask cheryl along. (:
Hooray! my 18th Bday is 6days away. ((:
* When it's all said and done, thr's nth you can do.
I'm gonna to keep on fighting, till i get out of ur clutch.
Basically, i spent my 3days 2 nights indulging myself with their buffets. They served breakfast, afternoon tea, dinner & supper. Imagine how much i ate. Haha..
The cruise doesnt have a destination, they simply sail to the open sea. It's really scary to look down from the top deck. It feels as if you're lost ur sense of direction, cause all u can see is the bottomless sea. - nothing more.
My dad was joking with his colleague, & when i heard it, I was lk what the heck. Haha.. Guess what he said?
"You jump, i jump" & then they burst into laughters. (-_-")
I'll post some pics when i'm free! Heh..
We reached sg ard 12 noon.
That particular night, i went to have my dinner opp my pri sch with my besties.
Seth: Hi! haha.. meet up soon yeah?
Shawn: Thnk you! i didnt expect you to find ur way here. heh.. Tkcare dude!
Yq: Why do i've to wait for a mth for u to link me? lol. update ur blog girl!
Qy: Ya.. probably we can have lunch in sch? see when u're free.. can ask cheryl along. (:
Hooray! my 18th Bday is 6days away. ((:
* When it's all said and done, thr's nth you can do.
I'm gonna to keep on fighting, till i get out of ur clutch.
what we could have been, 6:04 PM.
Thursday, July 19, 2007
I'm totally obsessed with gwen stefani's song - 4 in the morning.
what we could have been, 3:56 AM.
Monday, July 16, 2007
Friday - Went swimming with cz, alan & ryl. It is a great way to slim down as it takes ample stamina to finish a few laps. We should do this more often. Yeah? :D
Sat - Watched harry potter. It wasnt as impressive as i thought it would be. But i enjoyed the whole film though.
My dad bought me a ipod mp3 player in advance for my bday. Thanks daddy.
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* It's definitely beyond what you can visualise or sense. It isnt what you reckon.
So pls dont assume, cause u got it all wrong.
Sat - Watched harry potter. It wasnt as impressive as i thought it would be. But i enjoyed the whole film though.
My dad bought me a ipod mp3 player in advance for my bday. Thanks daddy.
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* It's definitely beyond what you can visualise or sense. It isnt what you reckon.
So pls dont assume, cause u got it all wrong.
what we could have been, 6:18 AM.
Saturday, July 14, 2007
will be gg out in a few mins. things are gettin out of control. i simply dont have a clue why.
what we could have been, 2:16 AM.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
I wish... *
Went over cheryl's hse last sat with nicola, seth. I'm really impressed how seth sang and played his guitar. It was amazing! guitar simply rocks.. the melody, tempo.. everything abt it. ;D
I sent my hp for repair, my lcd screen broke when i dropped it. Hopefully, it can be fix.
I'm startin to see a glimpse of light.. one day everything will come to a closure. It'll, i believe.
I'm grateful to ppl ard me who brought joy and laughters into my life. It felt as if i've not lost anyone in particular.
Behind closed doors, everyone has their own sorrows.. pain tt no one can totally penetrate.
Some people chose to fake a smile and continue life tt way. While others chose to cry
out loud, to reduce the agony they're feelin. Whatever your choice is, thr's nth to be afraid of.
Cause that's how you move on.. (:
Replies to tag *
Pebbles: hiya sweets!
Ryl: haha.. yah. i'm super free you knw?
Yulin: sure sure. when ur back recovers. (: tehe.
John: i didnt knw tt you'll jog. lol.
Yeerui: we'll hit the gym one day. i promise.. u dont have to wait for 2yrs. (:
Cyn: i'll! tnk you so much. you too.. pls tk gd care of urself. cause we care. ;)
Went over cheryl's hse last sat with nicola, seth. I'm really impressed how seth sang and played his guitar. It was amazing! guitar simply rocks.. the melody, tempo.. everything abt it. ;D
I sent my hp for repair, my lcd screen broke when i dropped it. Hopefully, it can be fix.
I'm startin to see a glimpse of light.. one day everything will come to a closure. It'll, i believe.
I'm grateful to ppl ard me who brought joy and laughters into my life. It felt as if i've not lost anyone in particular.
Behind closed doors, everyone has their own sorrows.. pain tt no one can totally penetrate.
Some people chose to fake a smile and continue life tt way. While others chose to cry
out loud, to reduce the agony they're feelin. Whatever your choice is, thr's nth to be afraid of.
Cause that's how you move on.. (:
Replies to tag *
Pebbles: hiya sweets!
Ryl: haha.. yah. i'm super free you knw?
Yulin: sure sure. when ur back recovers. (: tehe.
John: i didnt knw tt you'll jog. lol.
Yeerui: we'll hit the gym one day. i promise.. u dont have to wait for 2yrs. (:
Cyn: i'll! tnk you so much. you too.. pls tk gd care of urself. cause we care. ;)
what we could have been, 5:33 AM.
Friday, July 6, 2007
1 week down, 6 weeks more to go. Hooray! haha.. Alry, i've to admit sch isnt tt bad aft all. (;
I'm determined to burn fats of mine, b4 my 18th bday. This time i wont back out nor be disheartened. Ryl, it's time for us to work out & swim tgt. (:
I want to get a novel - The thirteenth tale.
* I kept the memories we had, in a closet closest to my heart.
I tried to conceal how i'm feelin, i thought tt i did it so impeccably that no one
can sense it. But tt was just my conjecture.
Someday, everything will falls back to where it suppose to be. (:
I'm determined to burn fats of mine, b4 my 18th bday. This time i wont back out nor be disheartened. Ryl, it's time for us to work out & swim tgt. (:
I want to get a novel - The thirteenth tale.
* I kept the memories we had, in a closet closest to my heart.
I tried to conceal how i'm feelin, i thought tt i did it so impeccably that no one
can sense it. But tt was just my conjecture.
Someday, everything will falls back to where it suppose to be. (:
what we could have been, 1:57 AM.
Monday, July 2, 2007
Daily life can seem all too drab and unexciting. Living itself can sometimes seem a strain, and few of us realistically expect what joy we feel to last forever. But when we fall in love, life seems filled with drama and excitement. We feel like the leading character in a novel. But, if you get lost in love just because you are bored, and consequently veer from the path you should be following, then love is nothing more than escapism. What you are doing is retreating into a dream world, believing that what is only an illusion is actually real.
Check this quote out. (:
Copyright: words of wisdom.
what we could have been, 6:09 AM.
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